Thursday, February 23, 2006
all the happiness drained out of me the minute i stepped into this thing called home.BLEAGH. shit i'm depressed. AAAHH! looks like all the high moods are gone already.
the day i turned depressed all over again, was the day you drifted apart from me, and the day you hurt me deeply with your words, thanks. ok i promised not to sound so depressed so i will shut up about all these depressing shit. ok so ANYWAY, today was BLEAGH. i was depressed and tired and pissed. AAAHH! i'm DAMN DAMN sick of all these shit man. ok. whatever. i forgot to bring my hairband and badge to school man! damn, i really AM forgetful. maybe one day i really WILL forget to wear my clothes. HAHA! malay wasn't funny today man. cause it was norliza's lesson today. and i sort of dozed off for awhile when we were supposed to discuss about sth. home econs was kinda funny though. HAHA our cake got burnt! AGAIN! last week our pizza got burned. fine i admit it was my fault. but today, we didn't do anything wrong! and i did everything CORRECTLY! sarah kept on saying she was sam soon cause she can cook like so pro like that. cause i said she was pro cause when i did all the folding and all that i was really very slow. and she did it very fast. so she kept on saying she was sam soon. HAHA! pbl was boring too. petrina didn't come! she was sick! pon school ah! then huiyi was stupid she came late and kena locked out from the auditorium. HAHAHA! so no one was there to entertain me. Haha. right.
after pbl, when all the hockers were gathered together outside the auditorium to go to delta, i dunno why, but i suddenly became so high. me and sya suddenly became high together. HAHA. weird. then went to delta to watch senior's match against swiss cottage. haha GO CRESCENT! damn, the bdiv ARE really very strong and damn pro. cdiv, we REALLY should train MUCH MUCH HARDER man. then went home with sya!<3 we looked at everyone in the yearbook and laughed at everyone and at how toot we looked. and omg i just realised that me and sya had the same hairstyle last year in the yearbook. so toot! HAHA! and and gretchen looked damn cute last time! AHAHAHA! XD
yesterday.
yesterday was funny! kind of. malay was funny! cikgu rina was damn funny man! HAHA me and nadhirah were laughing like shit at every single thing. and and cikgu rina is DAMN MEAN! she was talking about even though most fat people cannot run, not necessarily ALL cannot run. then she said small people mostly can run very fast, but not necessarily ALL can run very fast. then she turned to me and said "nadiah can run fast anot? cause you very SMALL." HAHA SO MEAN!
dance was damn cool! but i can't dance for nuts man. HAHA. i keep on forgetting the steps. and and the dance teacher was DAMN PRO when she danced solo man! HAHA. then i stayed back for awhile with sya and shyan and hazel while they stay back for house practice. so guai ah go for house practice! haha! sya and me were damn shocked when we found out sth. crap. oh yea. hazel kept on saying to me "you think what?! your grandmother house arh?!" each time she saw me with my handphone typing. HAHA! oh and wu shuang said i was scary cause when i laughed, my whole body would shake. cause i was sitting back to back with her. HAHA!
oh yes. i'm sorry if i said anything bad about someone. i really dun want to tell everyone how bad she is. i'll let you guys be the judge of her when you get to know her better. but for now, i really dun want to say anything bad about her to make you dislike her or see her in her bad points. because the fact is, she really is nice sometimes. just not at times when she can get really nasty. so yea. i'll let you guys do the judging when you know her well enough. but for now, i'll just keep my mouth shut and keep all my thoughts to myself. this goes out ESPECIALLY to xin shyan and hazel. i'm sorry.
(7:09 PM)